I will write under an alias. You may think of me as Ardilla.
I have worked a lot of things in my life: childhood, depression, relationships. My life has been hard. I am an old soul. The one great pathology that remains untouched is my binge eating disorder. I have binge eaten since my early teens. The hole in my heart used to be filled with me. That was okay. I now embark (with my therapist, who I finally trust after one year working with her) on the journey to find the Great Wise Self. I want to be able to reserve this space, this blog especially for eating-related concerns, revelations, truth, and lies I tell myself. One day, I will become whole.
I have worked a lot of things in my life: childhood, depression, relationships. My life has been hard. I am an old soul. The one great pathology that remains untouched is my binge eating disorder. I have binge eaten since my early teens. The hole in my heart used to be filled with me. That was okay. I now embark (with my therapist, who I finally trust after one year working with her) on the journey to find the Great Wise Self. I want to be able to reserve this space, this blog especially for eating-related concerns, revelations, truth, and lies I tell myself. One day, I will become whole.
I am doing this for me; I do not anticipate a following. If one should spring up, however, please bear in mind that I am doing this for me. My words, opinions, and conclusions are my own. Leave what you do not want.
I am a work in progress.
I am a work in progress.
-A
March, 2012
